its been a while since i posted here. mainly because of all the shit thats goin on with my life these day. my mom has gone insane. she took away my piano lessons and my math tutor because of my low grades, especially in math. now how can i do better without my friggin tutor? i cant. shes being counterproductive. and the path of universities based on grades r closed for me and now shes cutting off my option for a conservatory too. shes ruining my future. and my best friend seems to be drifting farther and farther from me. its like he doesnt wanna hang out anymore. idk. fuck my life.