another wiz rehearsal. fun times. i had a small conversation with one of my friends afterwards. i hadnt talked to them for a while so it was nice. they opened up to me a little bit too. they probly open up to a lot of ppl like that too, but it makes me feel good when ppl open up to me. i wish i could help them. ive gone through almost the exact same thing that they have, but i dont know her that well so she probly wont come to me for help. i found out a few things today that really changed my view of people. i hated jeff for a long time. favor, not mohan. he cheated me of my happiness and love. i wanted to pummel him. however, recently, ive been almost ready to forgive him. tonite, i learned that he tried to rape someone. someone i used to love. i dont love them anymore, but still, something like that is disgusting. he ever tries that shit with anyone i care about, ill demolish him. i also found out something else very, disturbing. something that i dont want to share right now. if u really want to know then ask me about it. but i am angry. i want revenge and retribution. life isnt fair. justice doesnt exist. happiness is but a fleeting thing, as fickle as the tide. the reason i train, and the reason i do martial arts it to make life more fair. to distribute justice where i deem it to b neccessary. and i will distribute justice soon.